Re: Got Talent?
Posted: 10 Aug 2010, 15:37
Whether you are talented or not is a judgment you can take in to yourself and make you quit trying. And there are plenty of moments in these endeavors when you can feel very insecure of your ability to accomplish what is in your heart to do.
It's a weird kind of upside down conceit. I myself have been praised for ideas that seem to pour from me constantly. And the sudden flash that goes along with a good idea is a kind of exhilarating, some would say spiritual experience. But what good are ideas you have no skills to render? I feel a responsibility to myself to do something decent with these gifts that come to me.
I set myself to learn to animate because I don't feel satisfied with them written--rather I am burning to convey them through the movement of animation. So that I set myself to actually learn to draw, something I never thought I could do. And also there is learning about film making...many skills involved there.
I used to think you had to be born already able to draw, but I am finding that you really can learn it although not quickly. But my freedom to try comes from not caring if anyone else decides I have talent or not. I do it because I just love it and not to succeed by others' standards. I do not have to earn my own living these days, after a lifetime of working many jobs to support 2 children by myself. So there is a great freedom to spend the kind of time and attention it takes.
I am deeply content with this effort. While I endeavor to make films to tickle children, I mostly enjoy the process myself.
It's a weird kind of upside down conceit. I myself have been praised for ideas that seem to pour from me constantly. And the sudden flash that goes along with a good idea is a kind of exhilarating, some would say spiritual experience. But what good are ideas you have no skills to render? I feel a responsibility to myself to do something decent with these gifts that come to me.
I set myself to learn to animate because I don't feel satisfied with them written--rather I am burning to convey them through the movement of animation. So that I set myself to actually learn to draw, something I never thought I could do. And also there is learning about film making...many skills involved there.
I used to think you had to be born already able to draw, but I am finding that you really can learn it although not quickly. But my freedom to try comes from not caring if anyone else decides I have talent or not. I do it because I just love it and not to succeed by others' standards. I do not have to earn my own living these days, after a lifetime of working many jobs to support 2 children by myself. So there is a great freedom to spend the kind of time and attention it takes.
I am deeply content with this effort. While I endeavor to make films to tickle children, I mostly enjoy the process myself.